the fastest five weeks ever.
so basically before i knew it i was signed up to go back this summer to cap21 and i was nervous i was going to regret it, but absolutely certain now that i will never ever regret that decision.
i’ve literally (not figuratively) met some of the most genuine, talented, and beautiful people at cap & have grown enormously. it was impossible to say goodbye to everyone. goodbye after goodbye, my eyes literally felt like they were going to fall out of my head. i’m still in denial that it’s actually over and that most of my friends have to fly back to where they came from. California, Tennessee, Pennsylvania, Tokyo, Illinois, Massachusettes, ALL OVER THE FUCKING PLANET. I know that i’ll see everyone again it’s just the worst to say goodbye and not know when you’ll see them again.
people kept asking me, “which year was better?” and i HATE when they ask me that. i could never pick because they were two completely different experiences. i didn’t know myself as well as i did last year but it was all about me figuring myself out. each summer has been such a different journey that it would be unfair to myself to say “this year was better because i went out more” or whatever. i’ve made SO many friends that i know i’ll stay in touch with and that’s what’s important to me. (plus being able to say that i’ve had 10 weeks of musical theater conservatory training)
anyway, it’s been absolutely amazing and wonderful and i couldn’t have asked for a better summer. i love everyone with every inch of my body and wish you all the best of luck in the future. everyone is so talented and driven i know you’ll all succeed in what you want to pursue. let’s all live together in a big loft when we’re older
